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What for a f@$&ing time

Journal Entry: Wed May 7, 2008, 9:01 AM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Drinking: table water
I know there are to many time between this post and the last. But what can i say?! I already missed to upload new stuff and write something. At the moment i dont know what i really want. But i know what i dont want. I dont want to waste my time with doing nothing :) . And thats the reason why i post today a new blog. At the 1. of this month i recieved a mail from the UVC magazin with the Subject: UVC Magazine Art Cover Contest. And i dont know why, but i dont realize truly. I just think: Another contest where i am not good enough for. But today comes some damn idea in my mind. I can try to send some art to UVC or something else. I mean what is the worst thing they can do?! They just can say YES or NO! Nothing else! So i draw at the time on some new art and do what i always do. Next week my ultrasonic therapy start (reason: my left elbow). I hope that will ease the pain a little bit. And now i will come to the part where i hope some of you will send me a comment. Last week i see some blank "blueline" sketchcards. And then i ask myself: Should i draw some cards? Is there anybody out there who will buy some cards drawing from me (ebay or another way) ? Let me know what you are think about it.
I wish you all a damn nice time with all my best wishes.

Noah

Wednesday

Journal Entry: Wed Apr 9, 2008, 8:32 AM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Drinking: table water
So okay, i have to apologize me for the last week. I know i have said i will update every week my blog. But in the last week i dont had an scanner in my range. But now i decided i will (i try) to update my blog every wednesday. And i hope that will work :). Okay, now to some news. At the time i have a lot of work on my table. Some commissions some comic book scripts and some other stuff to do. I will try to finished that work up so fast i can and i want to show you all of them. So cross your fingers for me and my right drawing hand :). Besides this week i have seen the "new" Hulk trailer. And i have to say: Hmm, damn i like the new Hulk. Okay, maybe the face looks like not fine for me. But thats okay. So, thats all for the moment (the drawingtable is calling me). So, we hear us next week on wednesday.

Noah

Long time no see

Journal Entry: Thu Mar 27, 2008, 7:55 PM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Reading: i am legend
  • Drinking: table water
I know i say it everytime and again and again. But this time i hope i can upload more blogs and more of my drawings. It sound crazy but i think i have my flow in the pencil back. And its on the time to come up with new stuff. I think a lot of you know that i had a little bit difficult time in the last weeks. So i have to say to everyone who still there and waiting for new things from me: Thank you so much. That all means a lot for me. And it show me that i do just one thing right in my life. So okay, now to the business. My vision it is to upload every week a blog with some new stuff from me. And i hope i can handle this thing with some photos or some art for sale on ebay. Thats all for now and next week comes the next update.

p.s. I write the same text on DA and on my blog. Because thats at the moment easier for me to handle it (but maybe there are other picture links on my blogger page).

Noah

Whats up in my life?

Journal Entry: Wed Mar 5, 2008, 6:47 PM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Reading: i am legend
  • Drinking: table water
okay, here is now a little update for you. I want just that you all know iam not f%&$ing dead or something. The last time was a little bit hard. But i just want to let you know there is a update on my blog [link] and i wait there for your comments :). tomorrow i will answer all of your comments here on DA (i swear). So we see us online and have a great time.

Noah

everything is going wrong

Journal Entry: Wed Jan 30, 2008, 7:12 PM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: three days grace - get out alive
  • Reading: i am legend
  • Drinking: table water
okay, i know there was a lot of time between my last entry. so i hope you all are not to angry about that. but i have to say 2008 is damn chaotic for me. i dont understand the world around me. and thats so f...ing bad for me. okay, i sit at the moment on some projects and i hope i can bring that projects to the level where i can say: hi, thats okay for me. but at the time nothing makes real sense for me. i dont no if you all out there understand what i am saying. but at the moment there are just a hand full of questions in my head. and one of them is: why i am here? or for who i am doing this what i do? everything around me seems so unreal at this time. and i think i have done and do so many things wrong in my life. thats all for the moment at this time i swear: i will update this journal and my blogspot [link] much more as the last year. i wish you all out there a happy and successfull year 2008. and maybe i will talk a little bit more whats happened in my life why i am thinking so for the moment.

noah